chanaleh: It's hard work being bitter (bitter)
2006-02-25 08:16 pm
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Sickness update

Two-day pattern seems to be: fever down in the morning, creeps up by one degree every few hours. Was at 102.5 by bedtime last night, closer to 99 first thing this morning (but I still blew off my Torah reading... *sigh*). Currently back to 101. Blah.

Yesterday I felt too ill to be bored as long as I could lie mercifully still. Have now reached the point of being restless (neither bed nor couch is comfortable anymore) but still too low-energy to do anything. Blah.

At least the stomach upset has mostly passed. But I still have little appetite, so not even food as a distraction. Blah.

Should drink some more, though. Maybe I can manage a shower and then another nap.
chanaleh: (shashmaf)
2006-02-24 11:59 am
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Well, this is not at all how I expected today to go.

I'm sick. But not with the cold/flu. I have a stomach bug. This NEVER happens to me. )

I'm reasonably comfortable as long as I lie down, but I still feel crappy and shaky as soon as I get any more vertical. So I'm going to go continue lying in bed for the rest of the day.

This sucks, man. I had all this little stuff I meant to get tied up at work today, too.

EDIT, 2:30 pm: Just kidding. Fever up to 101 on the dot. WTF?? Applesauce staying down, though.

EDIT, 7:20 pm: Fever hovering near 102. Almost kinda hungry though (yes, I have some soup on hand, thank you all). Tiger Boy stopped by this afternoon with more ginger ale, and recited me a Tolkien poem with some of the most beautiful language I've heard in ages ["Errantry"]. And then I slept more.
chanaleh: (sleeping)
2005-12-22 09:41 am
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First sick day of the season

I've been fighting off a cold for over a week... and it finally got the upper hand. :-P Last night, after working a full day (and I do mean full), I bagged on the company Holiday Outing due to being too wiped. Today I set the alarm for the usual time, then proceeded to snooze for two more hours before calling in sick.

So far I'm having the feeling of "a whole day at home! -- and -- blah, all I want to do is lie on the couch!" But that's exactly what I am supposed to be doing, so I will not bother myself about the to-do lists. At all.

I am likely to get a little bored by late afternoon, however, so feel free to call or SMS me. I might be on AIM sporadically if I feel up to sitting up.

For now, back to the tea and Terry Pratchett.

Edit, 2:15pm: Wow. Forget the couch; after I wrote the above, I went back to bed and stayed there for FOUR MORE HOURS. And I might do that again yet this afternoon. :-P
chanaleh: (sleeping)
2005-06-11 06:06 pm
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Body, WHAT is going on??

Twice already this week, I'd zonked out around 10pm.

As of yesterday afternoon, I could feel a sore throat coming on. Not good with our concert [obligatory plug] coming up tomorrow.

After a quiet dinner with [livejournal.com profile] kalessin, I went to bed last night at 10:15. And slept (mostly) until 8am. And went to shul. And was still so wiped that I lay down in my pew after the Torah service (no, I really shouldn't have agreed to stand as gabbai for the longest parshah of the year, after doing my own reading) and proceeded to sleep through Musaf. And after kiddush, came home and took a 2-hour nap.

Throat is a little better, but I still feel weird.

Maybe I'll take my temperature again. Yesterday evening it was only just over 99, though.

I was planning to go to the [livejournal.com profile] theatreatfirst '80s Dance [obligatory plug] tonight, but if I'm still feeling so out of it, I think some quieter pursuit will be in order for this evening. :-(

Update, 8:45pm: Temp = 100.4. Uh... yeah.
Sorry, everyone whose festivities I am missing tonight. :-/
(My stitches don't look infected or anything -- now that I've removed the bandage -- so at least that's not the problem.)

On the plus side, I decided to reread The Curse of Chalion before starting Paladin of Souls. And oh... I forgot how much I enjoyed it last time, but now I'm experiencing a delightful tension between racing ahead to soak up the story and reading slowly to savor every passage. Very little makes me as happy as good writing.
chanaleh: (breathe)
2005-06-07 12:53 pm
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Mission accomplished (medical edition)

Mole excision: complete.
Elapsed time, entry to exit: 24 minutes.

Sensation: still none. As [livejournal.com profile] firstfrost noted, modern anesthetics are Very Good (not to mention instantaneous).
Bandage: off in 3 days.
Stitches: out in 9-10 days.
Short-term prognosis: fine.
Biopsy: results to come.

Now to try and put the incision site entirely out of my head until I can remove the bandage on Friday and get a look at it.

Chance of Diesel appearance tonight: good.
Chance of weekend update before then: excellent.
Chance of contra dancing tonight after that: not so good. :-)


[additional comment offering tickets for tonight's Dresden Dolls show moved to its own post]
chanaleh: (leila)
2005-05-31 02:11 pm
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If this had been an actual emergency...

Today was just my three-minute consult for the surgical procedure. (Despite the fact that they booked me for a half-hour slot in the first place.)

They have now very kindly scheduled me for the actual procedure a week from today. At which time I will re-absorb all the good wishes sent my way earlier today.

Christ on a crutch.

I mean, no harm done, really, but ARRRRRGH what a waste of my emotional energy. (And meanwhile I still have this weird ache lingering in the affected area, and no one has any opinion on that.)

I'm going to go upstairs and rant at my boyfriend now. :-P
chanaleh: (dancing)
2005-05-31 12:20 am
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Memorial Day weekend, 2005

The weekend of Much Happy Weddingness is at an end. Large numbers of us have, accordingly, adorned ourselves and eaten and drunk and danced and sung and wept and loved and cherished. Amen.

I would write more, but I'm past due for bed. (Not, of course, before finishing up the shul newsletter layout... and then taking an extra hour to play around with a complete redesign for the fall issue. But hey.)

Quick personal note: I'm having what is technically minor surgery tomorrow (Tuesday) afternoon, to have a mole removed. The procedure itself is only scheduled to take 30 minutes (1:45-2:15pm), but I really have no idea what to expect after that (in part because of the location of the excision, although it is above the waist). So I may be able to go back to work afterwards, and maybe even to Diesel later, but I'm thinking contra dancing = likely not such a good idea. Oh well. Wish me luck, anyway.
chanaleh: (2005)
2005-04-13 11:56 pm
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*Life* and taxes

Movie night: well-attended.
Israel trip dates: selected. (August 14-24th, pending confirmation from Livnot. Rah!)
Seder/put-in weekend: being planned down to the hour. :-)

Hematocrit: up, apparently. Guess the iron supplements are working. They didn't spin it to give me an actual number, but that sucker sank like a stone. For a change.
BP: 102/70. Temp: 96. (?!)
Whole blood, one unit: succesfully donated.
Shul board meeting: attended.
Program director contract renewal: approved.

Form 1099-INT: missing.
Schedule D, box e: also missing.

"Fuckit," she said, "I'm filing for the automatic extension on my tax return," and went to bed and slept the sleep of the just.

EDIT, 7:21 am: Well, not exactly. I had trouble turning my brain off after all, and then proceeded to have an anxiety dream about packing my office for the big move May 6. :-P
chanaleh: (2005)
2005-01-16 10:56 pm
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While LJ was down...

Casual readers may or may not know that LJ had a major power outage this weekend and was down for over 24 hours. Not a catastrophe, but I admit its absence was palpable for me. Amazing how intrinsically LJ has become woven into my mental space.

So, Friday: work, shul, then joined Tiger Boy for a Shabbat dinner in my neighborhood with the MIT Reform Chavurah where I met and re-met a lot of lovely people (including [livejournal.com profile] miraclaire. *waves* It's a while since I met anyone new who said "Hey, do I recognize you from LJ?" Hee).

Saturday: The low-grade cold I've had all week moved up into my ears, right on schedule. More shul, at which the Mystery Hunt was much discussed. Costume shopping for Talley's Folly at the Davis Sq. Goodwill, then a little extra Goodwill shopping for myself (all very successful). Dinner at home, made some buttons (replenishing stock before Arisia), worked on memorizing my lines (we're supposed to have them basically down by Tuesday night's rehearsal, aaah!), then watched Fraggle Rock with Tiger Boy.

Today: Would have gone cross-country skiing except that the group outing was cancelled for lack of snow (!). Didn't end up going ice skating (the proposed alternative plan) either, though. Instead: Went out for brunch (on which more under separate cover). Borrowed [livejournal.com profile] ablock's car to make a preliminary grocery run to Brookline for next Monday's Tu B'Shvat seder. Started work on the shul newsletter layout (which I ought to go finish). Had the first round of Honorable Menschen auditions, which went off well; one more session tomorrow night before we make decisions.

notes from the home front )

I feel like there is more to report, or at least, that a lot has happened that the above doesn't capture the way I thought it would. I think I'm just not taking the time (or the liberty) to flesh it out right now. Miles to go before I sleep. Even if I'm not the one with two paper revisions to turn in this week.
chanaleh: (Default)
2004-10-15 02:47 pm
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Let's try this again, shall we?

Fever was up just over 100, but sore throat was receding. So I thought I might go into the office for a couple of hours this afternoon and try to finish up that book. Showered, dressed, headed out the door.

By the time I reached Central Square, I realized what an unusually high percentage of concentration I was expending on staying upright and moving forward.

Crap.
Back to bed after all.

But props to Tiger Boy, who dropped by unexpectedly around noon bearing both orange juice and chicken soup. :-) I am rummaging around now for -- I was just sure I still had one here somewhere -- a trayf glass mug to heat the soup in.
chanaleh: It's hard work being bitter (bitter)
2004-10-14 10:36 pm
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bleah!

well, whatever's going around, I've got it now too. :-P

Started with feeling flushed and tired yesterday, escalated to a sore throat today, and now it's crept up into my sinuses (the way my colds always do move up and down; it'll proceed into my chest over the next few days, I predict).

Unless it improves significantly overnight, I'm staying home tomorrow. Bleah.
chanaleh: (smiling)
2004-09-24 09:59 am
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Update: I *swear* I'm feeling better!

Feeling better after 7.75 hours of sleep. Temp at 99 this morning. I'm at work now, and expect to leave around 4:15pm to head up to Swampscott for Kol Nidrei.

To all my surrogate Jewish mothers: thank you, and I promise not to do a full fast if the fever comes back. :-) At the very least I'll take fluids; I don't generally have a problem with that.

Back to the concrescual approximation!
chanaleh: (south park)
2004-09-23 10:49 pm
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Well, damn.

Got home from rehearsal (which, I should add, [livejournal.com profile] greenlily ran wonderfully)...
to discover that I am running a fever of almost 100.

Hmm. This would explain why I started feeling so run-down and crummy.
It also bodes poorly for Kol Nidrei &c tomorrow night. But we'll see.

And I still haven't written my apology letter, but now I really don't feel like tackling it. I don't even feel like going out to get milk. Maybe bed would be the better part of valor.
chanaleh: (smiling)
2004-07-06 12:20 pm

July already?

The 4th: Enjoyed the "Cambridge Esplanade" very much. Got to see Joy & Ben for the first time in ages. Fireworks were superb as usual, including a bunch of effects I've never even seen before. Plus, among the folks that turned up by evening were [livejournal.com profile] adamhmorse and Anise, and with them [livejournal.com profile] mrmorse... and I don't care what any of you say, it was good to have my boy by my side. In whatever capacity.

Elsewise, had a fairly quiet weekend. Saw Spider-Man 2 after shul on Friday night. As noted by [livejournal.com profile] navrins, saw King John, which I also enjoyed. Helped Matthew get a couple of resumes out, which is a trend to be reinforced! Went to a low-key quasi-pool-party and a low-key Menschen rehearsal sing-along. Paused rereading Order of the Phoenix to reread Chamber of Secrets, which JKR says holds "some very important clues to the ultimate end of the series"...

Must establish a new e-mail solution, and soon. (Go on using chanaleh at livejournal, I'll be sure to alias that appropriately.)
Must make a list of everything else I need to do, for work AND home.

I would feel better if I didn't have this ache in my hip for the second day running. Not the joint so much as the muscle: the TFL, as near as I can tell. Right side only, arrrgh. I'm trying to stretch it but it's difficult, especially when sitting all day. This reinforces my longing for a professional therapeutic massage; maybe once my reimbursement check (for that other therapy) comes through -- which I badly need, any day now, please. Meanwhile, I shall go walk around and stretch for the rest of my lunch hour.
chanaleh: (leila)
2004-05-11 05:10 pm
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Okay, I went to the friggin' doctor.

Last night my homeboys made me swear up and down that I would call today for a doctor's appointment, because my right wrist has now been bugging me to various degrees for over three weeks. Since I got the new brace, it's much improved over what it was for a while, but now there's a spot on the outside (just under the heel of my hand) that feels noticeably sore and possibly swollen. Not a lot, but clearly it's not normal either.

I hate calling for appointments. Having the appointment doesn't faze me a bit, but making it is like pulling teeth sometimes. Do I really think this represents a medical danger? Are they going to tell me anything other than "take some ibuprofen, use some ice, try to lay off the typing/mousing"? And if not, what's the point?

But I said I would, so I had to.

In which I learn the meaning of 'suck it up'. )

Still didn't feel like eating much in the way of lunch, so I got frozen yogurt with strawberries and kiwi on it instead.

I hereby forbid any of you to tell me any more sad stories about how you just can't bring yourself to do XYZ important thing that you know perfectly well is for your own good. This is how it's done. I don't want to hear your excuses.

Love from PMS-land,
[livejournal.com profile] chanaleh
chanaleh: (Default)
2003-12-20 05:08 pm
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Death Cold receding

Fever down to 99 today. Voice was even more completely gone this morning, but between the coughing (it's become a "productive" cough today, I think that's also an improvement) and the singing and some judicious application of medicinal substances at shul this morning, it seems to be getting better too.

I dread going back to work Monday, though. Heck, at least it's a short week and then I'll be on vacation. (Yes, that's the problem. It will become a matter of triage: what must get done before the break and what can be pushed off.)

It was nice, on the other hand, being home yesterday afternoon so I could light the first Chanukah candles and then the Shabbos candles. On the other other hand, it made me kind of lonely. Love means never having to light the menorah all alone. *sigh* (I was resigned to doing the same thing tonight, but I just called [livejournal.com profile] kalessin to get a ride for this evening, and now he'll come over a little early to have some soup with me and light the candles. Yay.)

The problem with staying home sick is, of course, that although you're sitting around the house (which for me is rare enough), you have no energy to do anything. But last night, after spending two full days in the squalor that has become my apartment, I managed to make a few token efforts at cleaning up. Amazingly, even tackling one or two piles makes a noticeable difference in the room, so that's heartening. I still have miles to go, though. Maybe next week.

Shavua tov. Chag me'ir v'sameach.
chanaleh: (jammies)
2003-12-18 10:18 am
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Death Cold update

I did actually go to work yesterday, since I wasn't feeling too sickly at that point other than running and dripping all over the place (remind me to bring the Lysol to disinfect my keyboard when I get back). However, by 2:30 I felt worse again, and headed home, whereupon my fever had spiked to 102.4. Yikes! More Tylenol, a movie that I slept through half of, a real nap after that, and I was down closer to 101. This morning it's 100.5. I am staying home and pushing endless fluids like a good girl. Mmm, ginger tea.
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2003-12-17 10:20 am
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*hack* *sniffle*

Home from Florida.
Had a pleasant time and lots of good talk with Dad.

However, the Death Cold blossomed halfway through the trip. (I suspect I brought it down with me, it was just incubating.) Bleah. At least yesterday morning's fever is gone. But I am living on tea for the foreseeable future, and skipping RotK tonight.

(But on the positive side, I have this really fascinating husky voice for a while...)
chanaleh: (Default)
2003-10-25 11:49 pm
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Another Saturday night

My cold (which came on suddenly yesterday) seems better today, and I took a walk this afternoon and even managed to get to the grocery store and everything. Still, much of today I've been sad, sad, sad. Bleah.

The only one of tonight's parties I managed to go to was [livejournal.com profile] mrieser's (since he now lives 3 blocks down the street from me), and although it was pleasant enough, I didn't go until 9 and left at 11:30. Now it's midnight and I might as well go to bed.

Don't forget to turn your clocks back, yo.
chanaleh: (Default)
2003-09-05 12:09 pm
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Transitions

Finally talked to Dad last night (after he'd been trying to reach me for several days. He's not recuperating all that well from the hip surgery, so NOW they've started him on physical therapy. I hope it helps).

He asked what was new and what I've been up to, and I told him about breaking up with [livejournal.com profile] mattrolls (that is, [livejournal.com profile] mrmorse). At which I started to choke up a little bit. So then he hurriedly asked if I was "doing any plays or anything"... to which I answered that I had decided not to try out this fall because I thought it would be better because... and then I really started to choke up.

I think it kinda startled him; he hates to hear me cry. Hell, it startled me. I knew I'd been feeling some sadness earlier in the day (and this week in general), but I didn't expect it to come on like that.

In all fairness, that's not the only reason I decided not to do Ruddigore; I'm not even sure it's the principal reason. But the associations are powerful.