feeling blue
Thursday, April 17th, 2003 12:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
chanaleh
It's not that this day has been so awful, but lots is going on, and I'm kinda sitting here with this heaviness filling the space from my shoulders to my stomach.
I must get through a lot of stuff in the next couple days, and I really don't want to cope with any of it. Not even tonight's community seder (even though last night's seder with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
kalessin's family was truly heartwarming).
I got up early enough this morning to putter around the house in blissful solitude for a while and buy some groceries, and that was great -- but I think I need more of it. Friday night, I should get my next chance (isn't that the purpose of Shabbat?). But please, something, keep me hanging on until then.
[I shouldn't be having PMS now, it should have been some days ago. Maybe I'm just feeling the Passover dietary strain already: carrots and cottage cheese for lunch (actually it would probably help if I went ahead and ate it), and a birthday cake for my boss this afternoon that I of course can't have. Maybe a cup of coffee would raise my spirits; it usually does.]
I must get through a lot of stuff in the next couple days, and I really don't want to cope with any of it. Not even tonight's community seder (even though last night's seder with
kalessin's family was truly heartwarming). I got up early enough this morning to putter around the house in blissful solitude for a while and buy some groceries, and that was great -- but I think I need more of it. Friday night, I should get my next chance (isn't that the purpose of Shabbat?). But please, something, keep me hanging on until then.
[I shouldn't be having PMS now, it should have been some days ago. Maybe I'm just feeling the Passover dietary strain already: carrots and cottage cheese for lunch (actually it would probably help if I went ahead and ate it), and a birthday cake for my boss this afternoon that I of course can't have. Maybe a cup of coffee would raise my spirits; it usually does.]