feeling blue

[chanaleh]

It's not that this day has been so awful, but lots is going on, and I'm kinda sitting here with this heaviness filling the space from my shoulders to my stomach.

I must get through a lot of stuff in the next couple days, and I really don't want to cope with any of it. Not even tonight's community seder (even though last night's seder with kalessin's family was truly heartwarming).

I got up early enough this morning to putter around the house in blissful solitude for a while and buy some groceries, and that was great -- but I think I need more of it. Friday night, I should get my next chance (isn't that the purpose of Shabbat?). But please, something, keep me hanging on until then.

[I shouldn't be having PMS now, it should have been some days ago. Maybe I'm just feeling the Passover dietary strain already: carrots and cottage cheese for lunch (actually it would probably help if I went ahead and ate it), and a birthday cake for my boss this afternoon that I of course can't have. Maybe a cup of coffee would raise my spirits; it usually does.]

Comments

[browngirl.livejournal.com]

*gentle cheering hugs*

A.

[bluebythebook.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I hope your cup of coffee lifts your spirits. But if not, just pause for a moment and breathe. You're going to be fine.

And enjoy the community seder tonight! It sounds like it will be a wonderful evening.

[jessruth.livejournal.com]

*one more hug to add to the growing pile*

Glad to hear that the day picked up a bit. Always nice to have things to look forward to...